me: *eats less than 500 calories a day and fasts multiple times a week and completely ignores symptoms/dangers of a developing ed*
also me: “wow i have such strong willpower, motivation, and determination!!!!!!”
I hate this. I just want to cry. I don’t want to feel guilty after I eat or think about what to eat or if I should eat at all. I just wanna be okay. I wish I could open up to someone. I tried once but they called me crazy. And that was that. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just don’t want to live anymore.
(via dyingtobeskinnyliterally)
why is it that i can look at any woman, of any shape and size, and i think “damn, she’s beautiful” but when i look at myself, i can’t like a single thing i see?
Reblog if you’re doing this to finally be able to love yourself
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